a strange feeling

i have had this feeling for the past few months. its that kind of gut feeling that you yourself believe to be true but does not want to trust. i don't really know whats going on.

only a few people knows what i am feeling inside. they are my significant other and 2 of my best friends.

what i feel you ask? i'm glad you asked. i feel like most of the people i trust and respect in my circle of friends are trying to distant themselves from me. i don't know why but i feel they are. its sad that i feel this way but it is something i cannot avoid from feeling. its in their actions, their words sometimes. i don't know if i'm being overly sensitive about it and that i'm just imagining things. but sometimes it seems to real. i hope to god that it is not.